babylove

2009-12-19T21:09:00.000-08:00

hey! guys wat you doing? i'm damn bored you noe, nothing to do sey around here..just help my uncle at his shop jalan bahar sheng siong his shop is hafiy nasi padang...haiz very bored like hell

i kept tinking about someone ..i just can't stop thinking about him i really want to stop but it is hard i dun noe y .....i just tired of this maybe next time talk again...bye...

fed up

2009-12-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

i'm soo fed up man wif _____ she really make me angry like hell..i cnt say anything rite now she really make me damn angry and embarrassed..i got no words to say and i dun noe wat are she thinking doesn't she think of my feeling and i noe i can't say all this but if it really up to my limit i should do sumething sometimes she did not think of my feeling just disturb me anyhow i'm sad and dissapointed wif her hope it will nt last long..i'm totally sad..rite now.

inside of me:

sad
dissaponted
angry
cnt trust myself
wanting to hurt myself
no faith
no hope
no confident
cant satnd all this

2009-11-30T00:06:00.000-08:00

hey guys see you again!

why must all this happen to me i hate this!!!

now my mum blame me for messing up the clothes

but i didn't do it. she didn't noe the thruth and then

she want to blame me, she didn;t even want o find out the truth

and just blame me for nothing..argh!! why all tthis have to happen..i hate to live ...

but i still love my mum..no matter what...muacks..

2009-11-29T00:49:00.000-08:00

hello guys, how are u guys? sori for not updating my blog...i'm abit lazy or busy..hahahas

i'm abit kind of tired this dae but it is kind of best!!! i'm so tired feel like nt waking up whole dae

todae i feel kind of sleepy u noe..haiz todae go facebok,blog,chat wif frenz,play bingo and etc...i feel kind of angry & dissapointed u noe..u want to noe why,come i ans..l kind angry wif ''somebody'' he lied to me so many times so i give up and act angry wif him but in the end he is the one angry wif him so wad i do i just kept quiet onli now..i'm feeling bored wif all the disturbing i'm just being stress and lonely i got nobody to talk to i onli can talk to my frenz as they noe wad i feel and wad is the problem i got but sumetimes u ust also trust your family maybe they can help you but sometimes not..dun be too thrustworthy wif him/her..u should noe why i dun noe wad todo? aiya just keep quiet can wad no need too be stress like a crazy person ..dah lah i'm stopping here bored..post another time ok...see you muacks...:)

hmmmm......

2009-11-18T16:06:00.000-08:00

i love u but u love her i admire u but u admire her
which is which i also dun noe..i noe i have a hard time forgetting him cuz i noe he likes her and it is save for me
as he do not noe i like him if its true that i cant be wif him then forget it i noe i'm justa fool who believe
so guy please get out of my life if uahte me and i dun want to see ur face ever agin it is all too late for me to be a zone that i
want so much..future there is lot of guys out there dun just stick to one friends everybody dun lose the oppurnity rite now
as u grow up and married ur oppurnity will be gone if u lose that someone then forget about him dun be too ''pasrah'' about him think stright dun just stay there move in with ur life be strong so u guy go ahead and friends with her io dun care
cuz i will not lose this oppurnity..see ya next time i gtg trying to forget him is wat i'm going to do so i will move on...dun just stay there and do nothing about it...

smilez....

2009-11-17T05:16:00.000-08:00

hmmm...i've long time nvr blog...been busy sometime but todae story is just something abt me!!!!!!!!
you want to what i stay at my uncle house and it is fun...what i want to say is that sumetimes u like the person
u nvr tell him rite but nw i like this person but then to bad i've to be strong to get over him...hmmm
i noe i can do it cuz he is just nothing...bye...

irritating

2009-11-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

what sial todae like shit i can say i cannot say why because it is very secret hahaha...todae i got nothing to say so that is it i end here bye gtg

last day

2009-10-29T17:18:00.000-07:00

it is last day of school wow sad sey miss all my frenz and one thing just on 26/10/09-28/10.09 is my business camp and it is fun u noe but nw it ends alredy wow miss the fun and bonding with frenz now i dun noe wat to do as nw my voice got sore throat laugh at me very the paisey now i feel lyke crying just cuz of something nw all u noe all this while i got one guy i lyke but then dun even noe...i'm so exhausted after the cca yesterday and the camp very sllepy like hell feel want to faint rite nw without anyone knowing i only can say that i maybe get all my exam pass but still i'm not happy with it as it is not the marks i want so todae i can noe my position where i stand scary sey i hope i can get top 5 so bye2 gtg...........muacks

betrayer

2009-10-01T21:21:00.000-07:00

yooo guys sori for not posing i'm just busy all this while hehehehe.....story is that i fought wif fienw n now my friend is betraying me and my friend shit him go and die lahhh so sad to hear but wat to do it is alredy god fate to do this to us go and die lah _ _ _ _ _ ass hole betray only noe i'm not going to talk abt this as it is so sad for me,,, bye post agin someday dun be a betrayer as u will stay for this behaiour for a long time

heart broken

2009-08-22T01:28:00.000-07:00

i've been hurt by a brother..he accept my request but now i dun noe y he suddenly change mind it's reaaly hurt me alot ...i hate him..i dun want to see his face ......very action only smilez at my friend but me he soo action to me wat sey him whether he is sec 3 it doesn't mean he can hurt my feeling y i'm soo fool to ask him to be my god brother if tis is his attitude...dun judge the book by its cover...i dun wan to take anyone as my god-brother anymore i had enough of this i dun want to be hurt anymore....i have to be patience because now untill 20 september is my fasting day...so now i'm ging to forget him and not to remember the past that i've been through i wanrt to forget about ti..it is useless if u keep remember about it..if is already happen...i'm sick and tired of this game..i want to lead a normal life and just let my dreams come true..muacks bye see u again

new look

2009-08-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

hey..hey...i cut my ahir and u want to see my new look and here it is...hope dun mind

best

2009-08-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

i just want to say tat sori never post for so long ..hahahaha but nothing to write bye....i'm going to cut hair...todae later post agin..

sad

2009-07-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

my life is now not same like others...family going to break dad chase my mum away from the house i dun want to follow my dad i want to follow my mum she the want that makes me hu i am rite now sha ie the perfect mum i have n i love her so much no one can ever seperate us but if the fact that i have to i'm gonna fight back i dun want to stay with my dad he does not love me he only love my eldest sis

To MUMMY:

The older I get,the more I seethe power of that young woman,my mother.

[My mother] had handed down respectfor the possibilities—and the will to grasp them.

HAPPY

2009-07-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

SYAIRAH-THE SHORT HAIR(FREN AND SIS)

ANGELINA(FREN AND SIS)

ARFAH(FRENZ AND SIS)

FAREEZ(FRENZ AND BRO)

TODAE I GOT NOTHING TO SAY BUT ONLY THIS...THIS WORDS ARE VERY SPECIAL

NOBODY CAN CHANGE ME N MY FRENZ FRIENDSHIP CUZ WE ARE LIKE SISTER AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THE WAY I ARE AND TO MY BROTHER HOPE NEXT YEAR U ACHIEVE A GOOD RESULT AS THIS YEAR AND I'LL WILL ALWAEZ BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WAT AND HOPE YOU CAN TREAT ME BETTER AS UR LITTLE SISTERLOVE YOU AS A LITTLE SISTER AND BIG BROTHER NOT MORE THAN THAT PEACE...

moody

2009-07-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

no mood todae got nothing to do very bored i'm stress and fed up with all this i'm gonna confront him till he say the truth i'm just angry but all this is making me end up being a girl that is not me i had enough with him argh..i gtg can't continue anger..

anger

2009-07-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

this is my mum todae it is very hurtful dae for me cuz of something i 'm very angry and sad...this guy is so iiritating freak like to make fun of others then make them angry then say sori 'merepek betul' he doesn't noe me well so dun make trouble only lah idiot guy tomorrow dance at 607a tomorrow if this guy come i will confront him till he lose doen't noe me well so this time is ur turn to feel my hurt that u had me for ona and the half years i patient u do me so now i can say bye bye to u hahaha not being evil but only angry and fed up with his attitude that is like shit...everybody noes thier mistake include me so ask him to F***k my life dun make troubled here we dun want to fight but u ask us to..hm...to tired and weak to fight u back just back off my life only..

bored

2009-07-13T05:15:00.001-07:00

so bored at home including school nothing to do then study only i dun even noe y people yerat others like they hate them while they noe each other for one year but the one thibg that i'm so angry abt is of this frenz can hurt my frenz better dun said it's name orelse i get for them i'm really so stressed now i think i got to go for my bath....bye see u ltr

happy birthday

2009-07-10T04:23:00.000-07:00

my aunt birthday is coming just wishing her a birthday hope her dreams come true...i'm raimi i like to make new frenz everbody i like to meet..hahahs..gtg talk later